It was mind-boggling, whether to do so. Hesitation, and then i clicked the "send" button. The things that came, even before I received a reply or whatsoever of that sort, was wrecking me up inside. Anticipation, confusion, optimism, so many things. They just hit me hard. And a call came in, it was her who came to check upon who sent her that message. A short conversation and the phone was put down. Two more replies and nothing.

Somewhat, fulfilling, yet there is lust for more. weird and confusing.