Weird; it brings back silly smiles. Smiles from nothing, smiling like a fool. The flooding of memories, from unknown sources. Thoughts from so long should have long been deleted in the data base, but it still comes. And I have come to realise I do get to a pout quite easily. =D

Silly, but pretty.

It's all up to me, at this stage. Can no longer rely on anyone, but myself. All that pushing, motivation and stuffs, they have to come from myself. I'm alone. Probably, the thing with me, is that I have been too greedy, I want to accomplish this, yet I want that also. You don't get the best of both worlds.

p.s.: Charlene, Okay I lied. I am not at 82 kg. haha. Still 60.