I want to go deeper
But I don't know how to swim
I want to be meeker
But have you seen this old earth?
I want to fly higher
But these arms won't take me there
I want to be, I want to be

Pretty much why I love this song. The lyrics. Im still confused. Im still seeking help. Im still young. I read what I posted earlier on. And somehow I feel guilt. Somehow. Do I redeem?

Anyway, Im having the runs, the medicines are causing it. Argh. Horrible days, horrible holidays. Well, maybe this shall finally settle me down, make me study. Im determined to do very well. Very determined.