I just need to be left alone for now I guess. Horrible stuffs. And I lost my phone this bloody afternoon. It probably came off my pocket in the MRT or I left it in the toilet, the latter being more unlikely. So Haidar and I went all around to search for the phone at Tiong Bahru Plaza. And I, or we instead, met the worst the people this nation could ever produced. Those excuses those people gave, how creative.

First person I approached. "Sorry sir, could I borrow your phone for I lost mine. I d like to call back."
Response "Ah handphone ah. Cannot cannot. Erhs. No battery." (Like wow? Of course it doesnt have a battery possibly working, until your friend called you.)

Second. "Excuse me sir, can you lend your phone to me for a moment? I lost my phone and d like to call back."
Response "I dont have handphone." (I believe. I really do)

Third "Excuse me, can I borrow your phone from .."
Response (Waves hysterically and points to another person whom he doesnt even know.)

4th "Excuse me sir, can you like, lend me your phone? I lost my phone you see.."
Response "So you d like to actually call back and check uh?" *takes out mobile phone and passes it to me* [HURRAY, like 25percent successful]

Okay I shants go into all details about the rest. BUTTTT, there were two who were, well, just thought I might actually tell you their reactions.

One lady lowered her head before I could finish my "excuse me" and brisked away like she was some celebrity stalked by paparazzi.

The other one was a middle aged man, "excuse me can you lend me your phone..."
"Phoneeee?" "erhs" Turns suddenly to walk fast past us, and almost running in his state. -.-

If these people were so worried Im gonna like rob them of their mobiles on the second storey of tiong bahru plaza, can I like post them a question? Like how the hell am I going to run off with your phone with secuirity all over and two crowded escalators leading down? -.-

Maybe I sound selfish because I was in need of a phone at that instant, but I would lend my phone to anyway who was sincere and seemed in need of a phone. I really would. Why are these singapoeans just so@#$%@!^?!?!!?!?

Ha. Frustration man. I guess Im a little better. Half of this post was done yesterday and the other half today. So hmm, different moods. Anyway thanks sharlyn. =))

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Mum, if you ever get to come across my blog in any way. I want to say a really apologetic sorry. I just snapped at that instant. I wasnt blaming you for the loss of my phone. I was terribly affected that you thought and insisted I lied to you about how my phone went lost. It was a horrible feeling and different emotions of all sorts were running through; disappointment, anger, frustration, sadness, stress. Every sort of feeling and strings of all sorts la, the mind, the heart, muscles just got tangled up by themselves. They went amok inside of me. I never meant to holler, throw things, and break a bulb in the process. I, am sorry.